Nigga!

Wow, this is going to be my last LJ post for awhile, I leave to Tennessee in like 4 or 5 hours, which ever comes first, hehe, but yea, im going to miss the valley, not for the heat thats for damn sure!  To all of my friends, I love ya guys, best wishes and yea...

I see no changes wake up in the morning and I ask myself
is life worth living should I blast myself?
I'm tired of bein' poor & even worse I'm black
my stomach hurts so I'm lookin' for a purse to snatch
Cops give a damn about a negro
pull the trigger kill a nigga he's a hero
Give the crack to the kids who the hell cares
one less hungry mouth on the welfare
First ship 'em dope & let 'em deal the brothers
give 'em guns step back watch 'em kill each other
It's time to fight back that's what Huey said
2 shots in the dark now Huey's dead
I got love for my brother but we can never go nowhere
unless we share with each other
We gotta start makin' changes
learn to see me as a brother instead of 2 distant strangers
and that's how it's supposed to be
How can the devil take a brother if he's close to me?
I'd love to go back to when we played as kids
but things change, and that's the way it is

::CHORUS::
That's just the way it is
Things'll never be the same
That's just the way it is
aww yeah
(Repeat)

-2-
I see no changes all I see is racist faces
misplaced hate makes disgrace to races
We under I wonder what it takes to make this
one better place, let's erase the wasted
Take the evil out the people they'll be acting right
'cause both black and white is smokin' crack tonight
and the only time we chill is when we kill each other
it takes skill to be real, time to heal each other
And although it seems heaven sent
We ain't yet, to see a black President, uhh
It ain't a secret don't conceal the fact
the penitentiary's packed, and it's filled with blacks
But some things will never change
try to show another way but you stayin' in the dope game
Now tell me what's a mother to do
bein' real don't appeal to the brother in you
You gotta operate the easy way
"I made a G today" But you made it in a sleazy way
sellin' crack to the kids. " I gotta get paid,"
Well hey,that's the way it is

::CHORUS::
That's just the way it is
Things'll never be the same
That's just the way it is
aww yeah
(Repeat)

Talking:
We gotta make a change...
It's time for us as a people to start makin' some changes.
Let's change the way we eat, let's change the way we live
and let's change the way we treat each other.
You see the old way wasn't working so it's on us to do
what we gotta do, to survive.

-3-
And still I see no changes can't a brother get a little peace
It's war on the streets & the war in the Middle East
Instead of war on poverty they got a war on drugs
so the police can bother me
And I ain't never did a crime I ain't have to do
But now I'm back with the blacks givin' it back to you
Don't let 'em jack you up, back you up,
crack you up and pimp smack you up
You gotta learn to hold ya own
they get jealous when they see ya with ya mobile phone
But tell the cops they can't touch this
I don't trust this when they try to rush I bust this
That's the sound of my tool you say it ain't cool
my mama didn't raise no fool
And as long as I stay black I gotta stay strapped
& I never get to lay back
'Cause I always got to worry 'bout the pay backs
some buck that I roughed up way back
comin' back after all these years
rat-tat-tat-tat-tat that's the way it is uhh

::CHORUS::
That's just the way it is
Things'll never be the same
That's just the way it is
aww yeah

You're my brother, you're my sister
That's just the way it is (way it is,way it is)
Things will never be the same
You're my brother, you're my sister
That's the way it is
Aww yeah

SOME THINGS WILL NEVER CHANGE...

Mood: Ok

Music: George Clinton - Erotic City

Mojo: I got plenty

Money: I got none, I wish mojo was money!

Marijuana: I got my stash...

MDMA: What?

...

If life was like a fork, I would prolly be a spork...

If life was like an apple, I would be the knife that cuts into pieces...

If life was like a tree, I would be the dog that barks are the squirl in the tree...

bia bia nigga

"I break for Sushi Candy"

or Sushi Bars...

lol

What ya know about switchin lanes on the wood grain?

Thats right!  What ya know about?  Hehe, well 2 more days left for us Seniors!! OMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOGMOGMGOMG

I just came over and over...

Its finally here, man, know how long I have been waiting for this? 

12 years nigga!

Well, its about time, thats all I really have to say and fuck the free world...

bitch

Ok guys, im going on a random note here cause I have been real stressed out the past week with school and all, I know Im in AEP but still, I gots to do work to.

I have just gotten some awful news that Im going to be moving sometime right after graduation

so yea, im kinda sad

but I want have a party at my house a bbq and all, Ill buy the beer and everything, lol, but everyone is invited

I dont have a set date yet but when I figure a plan out soon Ill let yall know.

Let me know if u want to come or what so I can have an Idea of what I need to get, so just post or something, dont have to leave a long message or anything, just type like a digit or something. hehe

but yea, wow, I got alot of work to do, sucks, I wish it was all over already

oh, I dont know if I told yall but I got accepted into the college I wanted, If u are from Sci-Tech, then maybe Northface University sounds familar, but yea, I actually applied and got in, plus they even offered me a plan to attend classes in Reno...yea Reno, ill prolly end up dead there...

well, post or whatever, ill be checkin like a bum

Love to all that I know

Oh my, this thing is so true, is crazy...

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I am so impressed, Don't think you know me now, lol, or maybe you know everything.....

Hey, if Bush can be a fuckup, then I can too.  I have the same rights as that guy, not to mention the vocabulary of a bus tire.  But thats not the point of this post.  The point is, well, give me a few seconds to think............thinking............na well there is no point, but thanks for reading this anyway.  Moving on to new business, my jeep is all fixed up :), and I came home today and gave it a carwash from hell.  Yea, I was all mussel man outside ;) so fresh in my white-T, I flash in my white-T, spend cash in my white-T.  Came inside, popped in WarCraft III and started playing tower D.  Im lame like that.  I find myself lately running out of things to do.  The only thing that is exciting my life right now is this college that im trying to get into.  They called me and told me that they were going to review my shit on monday and that they will be calling me to conduct a over the phone interview.  So im waiting on that.  El Chupacabra.......yea, my new lover.

I don't know what you think, or what most people think anyways. So stop acting like I know, cause I don't.  LoL, well thats just mostly towards my mother, gosh, sometimes I just don't understand her, I think you guys can relate.  We got into a arguement the other day and we have not talked since.  It's odd not talking for a few days, and to punish me, she made me wash her truck, wow, what a punishment, lol.  Na, but I guess it will blow over in a few days.  Themes, for cal, haha, thats all I do in ISS right now Victor.  Im on 6, and some of them are hard.  Im like the math God in ISS right now, everyone has Algebra II or lower and the teacher is an english major, so he does not know shit of math.  I help everyone even in physics, they pay me in food, assholes.  Tacos from El Pato and Double Meat burgers from Wataburger.  Yea, im dubbed the "smart guy".  I laugh at them.  I ran out of work guys, bug the teachers to send me something, anything. Please!  Laterz

hey guys, unless you dont know whats happenin' with me, im here at home suspended....whatever, but while I have been at home, i have had time to do things that I never do, play games, watch tv, read LJ!!!!!! lol, na i have not been smoking out because thats why im introuble, well not for weed but for roche's....anyway I had this crazy dream.  Im gonna tell you guys my whole dream, exactly the way it happened.  Now remember nothing has been altered and im only telling what I can remember.

here we go........sighs

Ok, so my dream starts off with me walking in the biblioteca past the lecture hall seing select teachers like martinez, echeverria, AJ was there too, and some others i cant recall, the vice p. was talking to them about something(ms Salseda or whatever.)  I remember going into the library and seeing dimple, rachel g., victor I., and Antonia.  They were just there talking and I was like, yo, whats ups.  I get no response.  Then I start talking to rachel g. later and we were just talking about like how we were and what was going on then Natalie comes out of nowhere and is like, "Get dressed, we are going to war!"

   Ok, this is where my dream gets weird......

Now i find myself in this big bunker with a bunch of rooms where all the other soilders are, alot of my friends are there form my old school, and from scitech, the only girls there were Natalie and Kate.  Why they were there, i have no clue.  So we are all just there and finally the siren rings and some guy, the general i would think, says "LETS GO LETS GO GET YOU ASSES IN GEAR AND MOVE!!!"   I go up to natalie and im like, well, "Im going to war now, i might not make it back, so just to let you know, i love you and pray for me, and just at the moment i was about to kiss her and she freaks...  Im like wtf, and she is like, "I have a bf and this just isnt right bla bla bla!"   So im all like, "well fine, i thought that we were friends but whatever, laterz..."  Now Kate comes in and she is my group leader.  We go out the front door and there are like hills.  Let me think of how to describe it.  There is like a big hill, like rectangular, almost like a dune, but thats the "wall" that seperates us from the otherside.  About every 50 ft, the wall sinks about 2 feet and thats where we have to jump over to get to the other side.

I get in line with the rest of the guys and we are jumping, when they start jumping, the other side which is far away half a football field or so, they open fire so the jump is dangerous.  Some people when they jump get shot and killed, i dont remember any blood or anything but now it was my turn.  I jump.....bullets fly by, im safe on the other side. now again, once im there again there are the dune hill walls but this time every 100 ft there is an opening so we can get to the other side, there are about 5 more of these, walls that is, and we run in a zig zag formation to get to the final wall..  We are not supposed to go across the final wall cause thats were the enemy is.  When I finally see the enemy, i think they are of German Influence.  All of the troops line up againts the final wall, which Kate calls it the "Death Wall"  Im in the 2nd group so when the frist group runs out of ammo, we switch places, so im at the bottom while the others are at the top, they have not peaked over yet.... We wait as still soilders are jumping the first wall from behind, and you can actually hear people screaming cause they got shot. Finally, Kate gives the signal and the group on top peak their heads and guns over and start to fire.  The enemy fires back and people are just dropping like flies.  The person in front of me gets shot in the head, again no blood, so I go to take his place, when I get to the top, all i see is another wall with heads peaked over like how we are so im aiming at peoples heads.  Im shooting and then I see the enemy general give the signal to go over the wall and come after us. 

Now im freaked, im shooting and shooting as they come one after another and then finally the reach us, but when I look around kate is giving the signal to fall back cause we have suffered a heave loss so im running back through the walls, realize that I have to run again in zig zag formation to get back to the final wall and im reloading and shooting back killing the enemy. I get to the first wall and I have to jump back over it, im really scared now casue I know that my chances of getting shot are very high, as i jump over, a bullet comes and scrapes my arm, the oppsite side of my forarm.  It happened on my left arm. and i sigh in relief, cuase our side has gun turrets so there is no way for them to make it over the wall.  We chill for awhile and gather more troops.  I see my friends Victor I, Victor from my old school, AJ, Coty(an old friend who i have alot of history and with.  It was so weird because, not to offend anyone ,but about 4 months ago, his dad shot his mom then himself.  It was really sad.  I think there was alot of meaning there with him)  We are there just joking around.  He tells me, "Your fat ass moves quick when you dont want to be shot huh?"  And Im like, "asshole..." 

We gather more troops and wait, then Kate signals for us to go back across the wall to go agian.  We go but this time, it gets dark, so we are at the final wall again and just at the bottom waiting.  Its dark now and its hard to see.  All you do see is occasional bullets fly by on top of your head as they shoot at our bunker and turrets. 

Its hard for me to describe what I felt at that moment, i was so scared and just thinking about the ones i love, and if i die, i will never see again.  I think of my mom and dad, how they raised me with good morals, but the things that I have done to dissappoint them, then i think of friends, all of my friends, who have been with me and just been good friends. 

Suddenly, all through the walls, realize the walls are like dunes of dirt, so you can dig through them, the enemy had been digging tunnels and they all pop out though the wall, we stand up and start shooting through the holes we run back to the bunker trying to get to safety, and I feel a sharp pain in my right leg, i look and i am bleeding, but just minor, like the arm it was only a scrape.  I get back again to the first wall, but im so tired, i know i can make it over but im gonna have to climb slow, so i know im gonna die...but when i climb, the shooting stops for a few moments as i climb over, i get to the other side, and the fireing resuems.

Im in relief....Kate sends me to go and intercept out Spanish Allies, cause they have just arrived, i go to them and send them over the walls and then our troops go again, and we start to win.  Kate relives our whole group so we can rest and fight tomorrow.  All of my friends stay outside for awhile and i offer to go inside to get some beer.  When I go inside, i think of Natalie, and i had totally forgotten her.  I go to the room where she was at and its just a mess, like somone had just thrown everything around in anger.  I start to cry because i realize how much i love her and how i would never see her again.  I go back to my room and get some cold beers.  I walk back outside and there are all the leading generals and im there with a bunch of beer, it dont look too good so i hide the beer and go back inside the bunker.  I set down the beers and go back outside.  They inform me that we have won, the war is over.  My friends and I just laugh and thank god that we are still alive and then i hear an explosion and I wake up.

wow, its the most craziest dream i have ever had.  Tell me what you guys think.. It means alot if you actually read all of this shit i just typed out.

I hope these crappy paint pics help you see what I was seeing....

let me know what yall think, laterz